I realized i have changed.. i lost the vibrance and enthusiasm in me =( its seems like Louise has been worn out through time, and she is beginning to evolve into an indifferent person..

The way i treat friendship remains: 100% sincerity unless treated otherwise.. but i realized i'm starting to be VERY INDIFFERENT about taking up roles and participating in class. i would be like staring at the teacher, i'm listening but i wont want to voice out most of the times.. i will be like duuuh.. even if i have a point to raise =/ but in one lesson though, economics, i find it very interesting to point out the teacher's mistake and argue till she implied she's wrong.. i derive very high lvl of satisfaction from her =D

I used to be optimistic abt everything, ppl in the past used to view me as a super cheerful, outspoken and tough gal.. but now i'm perceived as physically super weak, my stamina declined like dunno wat, i started to be pessimistic about stuff. I would keep whining to NQ when i'm forced into an activity or get mediocre marks.. i think she is at the verge of slapping me with her "environmental-friendly" bag hahahs =D

Sorry class.. The Louise you see is not what she really is.. please give me time to find the old me back..