I wonder why i actually listened to mum and tried talking to you again.. i'm freakin' sick of approaching you to show some concern, and end up with one full bucket of water all over my head. Cant you see i'm tryin' to love you as my sister? Is the freakin' 9 years generation gap so big?? 1st cousin and i have 19 yrs of generation gap and we don't do this kind of shit. If its not the generation gap, then what is wrong between us?!
I go up to you just to be closer, only to be pushed away.. This kind of shit actually hurts you know? I cried countless times because of you, stabbing me upright at my heart for a gazillion times. Sometimes i just cant help but to feel that our cousins are more of sisters to me than you. At least they wont hurt me the way you do!
~~To think i was looking forward to every single moment with you~~
I could have done anything for you. This is how much i once loved you.. and this is what happens.
Torned..
Sunday, August 16, 2009
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